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December 12, 2009

Loneliness

Filed under: Art — amerkaj @ 9:55 am

Loneliness

Image:Heartm.gif xX mY bRoKeN hEaRt Xx (Image:Ljicon.gifMy_Night_mare_XoX) wrote, @ 2006-01-24 15:15:00

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Current Mood: Image:Sad.gif suicidal

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Current Music: My Chemical Romance

Dis moovie r0cks. Lullzzzz. “im so ronery.”

Loneliness (for Victoria)

Loneliness is the dark despair of solitude.

It is the feeling that no one loves me.

Not even my mom or my cat really understand the pain of my Teenaged Angst.

No one understands me.

No one loves me.

My family claims that they do, but we all know they’re lying.

God, I hate them so much; the fakes.

The only people who love me, The only ones who understand or care

All live in my iPod.

Note to self: Try this later.

Valentines Day. People are supposed to be happy, right?

I’m not.

Not since she left me.

I guess she found someone more screwed up than I am,

or perhaps he’s just more Scene than I, or maybe it’s his hair.

It was the best three days of my life, though, with her.

She was so much better than the girl last week.

I let her draw Xs and cut lines on my wrists in sharpie.

They’re still there, mocking me, reflecting the darkness in my soul.

They are tempting me.

School is such a waste.

This is how I’d look if my parents didn’t suck!

We’re supposed to learn about things that don’t matter.

Who cares about poets and plays,

When the world has no meaning?

I can’t wait to get my new glasses,

Although I don’t need them at all.

That’s why i stare at my computer screen all day.
My dad took away my razor set last weekend.

I hate him. He doesn’t understand me.

The doctorss are still worried about my problems.

I hate them too. They don’t care about people or saving lives.

A pair of kiddie scissors aren’t sharp enough to cut. But they’re all I have.

This sucks. These thirteen years have been a waste,

And I want to end it all now.

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2 Comments »

  1. I’m new to this site. don’t know what this is. haven’t read comics for fifty years, but this writer has the stuff , not just comics, but for writing.
    I’d like to follow the changes that come about. keep up the good work.
    best wishes.
    and, don’t cut your wrists. this too will pass. more adventures will follow.

    Comment by jack sender — December 12, 2009 @ 10:57 am | Reply

  2. dear Writer : (“She was so much better than the girl last week.”) please, go tell the guy this was just the mood Romeo was in the day before he met Juliet …

    (still enjoying my visit here… – are you a comic writer as jack sender above thinks u are?)

    hari (girl in mood like that many weeks a year when thirteen – much long ago but – )

    Comment by χαρη — December 13, 2009 @ 4:12 am | Reply


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